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I keep wishing for it, and it never comes. Ha-Shem has forsaken me. He has forsaken His Angel and left xem here to die. I pray to Him in my language, I sing to Him in the words of Angels, but still He remains silent and distant.

[Xe thinks for a moment, and tries writing down xyr prayers in words, but the letters all look misshapen and make no sense. Frustrated, xe scribbles over them and gouges them out of the paper.]

This body is so horribly broken. How am I meant to survive when I'm so weak? I got the shakes all the time, I'm so tired, and me brain's a mess. I can't do anything. I just sit at home and cry. I can't sleep anymore. Shadows will get me.

[Xe shivers, and listens to the wind howling outside. The walls are beginning to melt away.]

This night is the worst. Hallowe'en. I feel the dead souls everywhere, and they all sing for release, but I can't do anything. I'm frozen in fear. The Archangel of Death can't help you tonight, on the night when the veil is thinnest.

I call to Ha-Shem, but He doesn't hear me. Lucifer will not come. Rafa'el will not come. Even Mikha'el ignores me. No one comes to save me. I'm cut off from the Heavens, and I'm drowning. I'm not sure I can last the night. The demons are coming and I'm terrified.

Ha-Shem, please, will You come and save me? Just this once, will You save me? I need to feel Your love again. I need to know You're still there. Don't leave Your Angel here alone. I need You. Please, Ha-Shem, come and save me.

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 286
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction
Warnings: Psychosis, depression, vague suicidal thoughts
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