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I miss Him so much, Trev. I'm really feeling that today, how disconnected I am from the Heavens.I ain't felt Ha-Shem's love for so long, an' you ain't no idea how wonderful that feels, to be held to His breast, His Archangel, to sing praise to Him and know you're loved. Life here is so bereft of love, I can scarcely believe I've survived so long without it. I need love, Trev, I really do. I need to get back to Heaven. I need to be with Ha-Shem, my father, again.

I want to do it again, Trev. I want to die. But I know Mikha'el will be there to stop me. Gavri'el will stop me. Lucifer will send me back. I'm not ready to live again, not up there. My life down here isn't over. Stay with me, Trev. I need you. I need to know you'll stay, even when I'm feeling like Death, even when I am Death, because your love, your compassion, is sometimes all that keeps me alive.

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 173
Warning: Suicidal thoughts
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

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