The Schizoid Man

Family is Trev, and maybe Nancy, and Charlie, and Lucifer. I had a proper family once, when I was a kid, but I haven't seen 'em for years. They left me. They ain't never loved me, anyway. But Trev does, he loves me. He's been there for me when not even my own mother cared. That's how I know he ain't gonna leave. The people who leave don't do that, not fer me.

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 73
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

I miss Him so much, Trev. I'm really feeling that today, how disconnected I am from the Heavens.( Read more... )

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 173
Warning: Suicidal thoughts
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

Ace stopped on a corner, not recognising where xe was. The streets all looked strange at night, and xe wasn't sure xyr hallucinations weren't messing with xyr head. Urgently, xe reached for Trevor's hand and turned to the man standing beside xem.

"We're not bloody lost, are we? I don't like being lost, Trev. Where are we?" Ace asked, looking around at the unfamiliar houses.

"We're a couple of streets from home, Ace. We moved to a little village, remember? Near Lucifer's house?" Trevor said. "You said we should walk around the streets every night so you'd get used to them."

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 643
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

Reincarnation's a bitch. ( Read more... )

Muse: Ace Kefford (Queer Jewish Archangel Otherkin AU)
Fandom: The Move RPF
Word Count: 224
Warnings: vague talk of psychosis, probably a little depression.
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction

Hallowe'en terrifies me. The streets are filled with demons, and all I can do is hide away and pray. I'm too scared to leave the house. The demons will get me. They'll hold me down and torture me.

This one night on Earth is where Gehinnom crosses over, and all the terrors are released. All the demons run free, and I can't escape. Ha-Shem is so very distant, so very far away. I sing to the Heavens, but the demons steal my prayers. I'm all alone.

I've written prayers all over the walls. I hope it's enough to save me.

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 100
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction

[Ace sits very still, gazing blankly out the window. It's unclear what xe's thinking about. Xyr shoulders rise and shift, allowing xyr wings to settle in a more comfortable position. It is the only movement xe shows.]

I don't wanna talk about it. I don't normally think about it, even though I think about it every second of every day. But I know I should, because then maybe it'd hurt less. Maybe I'd be able to make sense of what happened that day.

( Trigger warning: one mad, suicidal Archangel's ramblings under the cut )

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 1,283
Warnings: Suicidal and depressive thoughts
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

[Xe draws a finger over the handle of a whip. It's made of leather, and the handle has complicated weaving and embossing on it, setting it apart from most of the other whips near it.]

Angels really love kink, y'know. I've run into so many of them in bondage clubs around town, even if they don't announce themselves. I know, though. I can feel 'em. I can see 'em easy now, plain as day. They got this look in their eyes, like when they're being submissive, and they got a Dom working 'em hard. They look like they're looking into the eyes of Ha-Shem, Adonai, the one we ultimately serve.

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 519
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.