The Schizoid Man

[[ooc: I am not a poet, but that's what Ace wanted, so. Apologies in advance.]]

Such sweet sorrow, Death,
Sweeping souls to the sacred sepulchre,
In yonder halls, great gods delight,
Ghosts creep away from bright firelight.

Such sweet sorrow, Death,
Sent to live among the living,
Ugly sight, bright heavenlight,
Mangy dogs and fearful might.

Such sweet sorrow, Death,
Shut off, severed, sent down below.
Adonai, Elohim, for Azriel calls,
Such sweet sorrow, Lord, an angel to Fall.


Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 76
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

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Muse: Archangel!Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 531
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.
Content notes: brief talk of Ace dealing with dying souls and those left behind

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 119
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.
Warnings: vague references to hallucinations/psychosis.

"I can see 'em, Trev, all these little flickering little lights. Can you see 'em, Trev?" Ace said.

They were out walking again, and in the early morning light, the bare trees that lined the street seemed to flicker in the mist. Ace walked over to one of the trees and reached out to one of the branches.

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 492
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.
Warning: Brief mention of hallucinations/psychosis.

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Muse: Archangel!Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 138
Warnings: psychosis, offensive language (sexist, ableist)
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

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Muse: Ace Kefford (Queer Jewish Archangel Otherkin AU)
Fandom: The Move RPF
Word Count: 224
Warnings: vague talk of psychosis, probably a little depression.
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction

Hallowe'en terrifies me. The streets are filled with demons, and all I can do is hide away and pray. I'm too scared to leave the house. The demons will get me. They'll hold me down and torture me.

This one night on Earth is where Gehinnom crosses over, and all the terrors are released. All the demons run free, and I can't escape. Ha-Shem is so very distant, so very far away. I sing to the Heavens, but the demons steal my prayers. I'm all alone.

I've written prayers all over the walls. I hope it's enough to save me.

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 100
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction

  I think I might've been a girl once, or was it a boy? I can't remember. I look down at my body and I can't remember if it's meant to be mine. Is it mine? Who am I anyway? This is all just so confusing. Am I the Archangel, or is it different to the human soul I got inside me? Sometimes I feel like I'm two different people, but even that sounds bonkers. I got enough mental problems without adding that to the mix, that's for sure.

[Xe gazes down at xyr body. Lifting up a hand, xe stares at xyr palm, unsure. Nothing about it looks at all familiar.] 

Bodies are such weird things. I don't know how you lot put up with them. How they define you so much. Yer not meant to do that. But maybe it's different for me. I ain't never lived with a body before, and humans are weird about that. They told me, every day they told me I was a girl as I grew up in this body. But that ain't so much fun. And then the Archangel turned up, and then I weren't sure what I was meant to be at all. Never could work out how to dress properly.

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 723
Warnings: body dysphoria
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

[With deliberate force, xe scribbles over several figures drawn on a notepad, attempting to erase them from existence with a swift, barely audible spell.]

'Better off dead', that's what the voices sometimes say. I can hear 'em, all yelling in me 'ead, telling me I'm worthless. Sometimes, I can ignore 'em, and they don't worry me. But then I get vulnerable, and all I hear is their voices, and they're reminding me I was cast down from Gan Eden, a Fallen Angel, punished for turning away from Ha-Shem.

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Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 337
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

[Ace thinks as xe traces patterns on the wallpaper with a pencil.] I do a lot of different work. Depends on the kind of work, though. Like, I deal with the visions an' read the cards cos I have to. I try to have a proper job, but it's hard fer me. I can't always do that. 'm not well, not fer work.

But I'm not meant to be here anyway. I'm not really human. I'm one of the Angels, that's what they told me, and I've been dreaming about it since I was a small lad. All eyes and sevens and swords of light. Weird shit like that.

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[[OOC: This is what happens when my character goes from just being queer and mentally ill to being queer and a goddamn Archangel otherkin and demands a redrawing of xyr character. Thanks, Ace. Much appreciated. -_- BRB rewriting all my character notes omg. D:]]

Muse: Ace Kefford
Fandom: The Move RPF AU
Word Count: 844
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.